redmako:

She stood there with her makeup and flowing hair - always so perfect. She isn’t rough and she had manners while I’m just like one of the guys. You look at her with so much affection and all that while, I had hoped that you’d look at me in the same way. I’ve told myself not to look but I can’t help it. And every time I do, I’d feel the green monster in me grow. I want you to look at me, but I know that I’m not her.